Be free

Time is of the essence where minds got to be strong, Winds blowing on the front porches with distance helding on,

Crashing rocks each mornings as cold air fills your lungs,

Laying on the dirt soaking up the tide as minds collapse of the wrongs that puts out the cries,

Corners of thy lips edges of once kissed places that meant something, now becomes extinct,

Leaving in its mourn blurred visions as feelings become no more,

hearts will spasm where hearts cannot deny, Whistles humming as they rise upon a lie,

Figures catching eyes spirits catching on shadows of remorse bodies not incline,

Smiles of joy as you part seperate ways, giving up the drama,

As you spread your wings, Now you’re free to fly, With no more headaches which comes with zero regrets,

Dating scene

The dating scene is off the rails luckily for me I’m not thirty and desperate to run back into another relationship,

Suppose I could sit there and lie to get that warm apple pie, knowing my luck I’d get the sting from the cottage cheese fling,

Because what I’m actually looking at I’m not used to, I’m old school this is new school,

Gone of the days you could bring who you was to the table, now the first question is do you drive what car do you own,

Are you successful, what’s your yearly income feels like an interview which I didn’t bring my tie too,

If you fail any of the two questions you get thrown at the back of the list, Rather that cause I’m not hanging around like a paper clip,

Everythings show and palaver, Look at me and what I’m about,

I’m trying to look it’s hard to see what you’re about through the layers of low self-esteem,

That clogs up your face with all the doubt you polish over your skin,

It’s not all bad there’s some good when you can fight through the filters of cat noses and dog leashes that hide there looks,

I’m not judging just laying facts, Laying it all out like tare mack,

I think that’s why most stay in there hated relationships they’d rather stick with what they know,

Then to climb the chambers of rejection with swiping miss matching on this repetitive flow,

Mind games

Now You’ve grabbed my attention and all for the wrong Reasons, You ain’t gotta Justify To me or To Nobody,

But Your sitting there watching me from a far distance and those beady eyes our they even your eyes,

How do you brake down a shell which is closed off, How do you begin to reach out and say Hi, When there no where in sight,

I’m some what of a introvert I use to be a martyrdom, This was before tho when I was caught up in feelings now I’ve unpinned from the vicious cycle,

I feel like I’m in a middle of a connect four game, Who’s turn is it?Ā  Sure I took my turn but you will sit there and gulp instead,

One of the reason’s I’m happy staying single is Because of the board game with to many pieces scattered out of place,

I don’t play Board games tho as that’s to much time and energy, but if I put my mind to it no doubt I’ll be champion šŸ˜‰

 

Insight,

You want the truth about Who I am, Fine I’m Savage I don’t hold Nothing Back, I keep My Circles small so Small You’d barely See,

Because that’s who I am, I’m here and there I’mĀ  laughing and Joking Then I’m out, Why Stick around For air as Air ain’t enough to keep a guy like me around,

No one said no one believed That one Day out of decades I’d finally become “Me”,Ā  When I came they Question my ability They Question who I was and what I stood for,

Keep Questioning because Questions without answers is a mind blown affair, Mistreated like dipping Acid on skin which burns flesh seeps mucus that exposes raw flesh,

Like I Said I don’t Give a fuck I’ve all ready hit rock bottom before as actions drum me with Heat of problems, Not looking to go back down the ladder that’s why I’m constantly active,

When I am not I can be chilled tho my mind never shuts off I have to keep writing I have to finish the next chapter as feelings are closed off,

So I put pen to paper to express what I’m actually feeling as I find something being said by mouth doesn’t give it justification as how words hit each note of your minds wisdom,

I gotta keep coming in and out of this sync because my write flow can change at a minutes notice, Guess I’m some what of a story teller as my addicted audience love bait dangled from ink,

Insight,

You want the truth about Who I am, Fine I’m Savage I don’t hold Nothing Back, I keep My Circles small so Small You’d barely See,

Because that’s who I am, I’m here and there I’mĀ  laughing and Joking Then I’m out, Why Stick around For air as Air ain’t enough to keep a guy like me around,

No one said no one believed That one Day out of decades I’d finally become “Me”,Ā  When I came they Question my ability They Question who I was and what I stood for,

Keep Questioning because Questions without answers is a mind blown affair, Mistreated like dipping Acid on skin which burns flesh seeps mucus that exposes raw flesh,

Like I Said I don’t Give a fuck I’ve all ready hit rock bottom before as actions drum me with Heat of problems, Not looking to go back down the ladder that’s why I’m constantly active,

When I am not I can be chilled tho my mind never shuts off I have to keep writing I have to finish the next chapter as feelings are closed off,

So I put pen to paper to express what I’m actually feeling as I find something being said by mouth doesn’t give it justification as how words hit each note of your minds wisdom,

I gotta keep coming in and out of this sync because my write flow can change at a minutes notice, Guess I’m some what of a story teller as my addicted audience love bait dangled from ink,

98% Complete

I can’tĀ  smile down on the misery road at a minutes notice flooding awakes my fold,

Storming down on its grace of its abundanceĀ  out of its place drifted from the basic of bases,

Pictures of that hits nerves race’s, Tell me I’m lying what we believe in is our truth,

It’s all lying it’s crying out loud spat in our face as we get used by their ways,

Evil is the rule of the true missions paralyzed our ways they told us it will be a better place,

Surrendering to it all is surrendering what little faith we got which is not facts it’s all written by advanced bots,

By somebody by a nobody can say they know, With only learnt rubbish that they use to distract us,

Cause they believe in false prophets false visions and mostly false selling of the cattles that is portrayed as us,

So when I look around I feel alone in such a big place everyone knows each other,

Not from face to face interactions, It’s all about fast paced hands on technology,

It’s sad and it angers me in more then one way,
Because most are about the Thirst for money with there selfish self centered ways,

Then when we advanced it wasn’t to bring people closer to there loved ones, It was to push them apart from their loved ones,

As the masses develop loss of inspiration the losses will vanish like a heatwave,

An unforgiven cycle as we slip through the rabbit hole while it gets tighter and tighter like a leash,

When I look up to the sky I can barely see the the clouds of its once morning beauty,

Lines mark the skies chris crossing, Why waste that much money on fuel if it’s nothing to worry about,

Endless effort as the particles fall 26,000 feet down and crumble our organic fruits and vegetables,

People are starving around the world and dyingĀ  of hypothermia, It’s 2019 and the poorer countries our still suffering from hunger,

But it’s fine people will say we have our supermarkets, that has fresh food at hand of one’sĀ  choice by money paper,

Soon be a cashless society no more banks no more balances locked down we our a max Controlled society,

Not seeing the bigger picture is a clouded mind that is clouded by putting all your bets down on trust,

As it folds because you can’t have freedom of speech you can’t say what you feel anymore, Without upsettingĀ  the rules that have been made to manipulate us,

Fate,

I don’t know what I’m exactly feeling but I do know I want it all I want the quite nights in with hugs and kisses,

I also want that type of adventure with her at a drop of a hat nothing as scary as indain Jones,

When I find my Queen she will know as when I look into her eyes I’ll be hypnotized with just my eyes,

I love it how a woman looks at you when she’s in love with you it’s bittersweet and for that moment time stops,

It’s like she’s looking at her favourite dessert not needing to lick her lips but damn I’d lick and kiss those lips,

As long as she can handle my advanced mind set thinking overly outta the box as I sit there and dream of dreams,

not done but there’s a possibility them dreams will be reality with time When I come down from cloud 9,

Just sit with me and read me as I read you a connection without touching that comfortable silence one can indulge in,

Is the only rhyme body vibrations cast out is a connection worth exploring,

Not knowing what will be as it leads up to the actual touching,

We don’t need scripts here as our bodies will do the talking and glide as one,