Outta sight out of mind

The moment I take the time out to focus on you,
my blood quivers my hands shed sweat particles,
lungs filled with lasting excitement of the unknown,
What will be What I’ll see What maybe What could be,

Hidden to whom revels touch not by hand or by mouth,
The pressure is like an overheated hot valve pipe,
Vibrations often suffering from heartburn our daily,
So retreating is the best possible way to keep sane,
Outta sight out of mind, Outta of vibes out of time,

Baby your my shorty

Now I know your all I want,
Now I know your all I need,
Now I know your all I got,
Cause baby your my shorty,
We’re tearing down the freeway With the lights beaming all the way we’re both on a hype from the announcement I made earlier that day.

Now she’s wearing a 24ct gold diamond ring and said till death do us part we will grow old together there’s no taring us apart.

She said I always wanted you now you have the full length of my heart fuck what people say and think their views and opinions don’t affect the love we share.

It’s hard to keep my eyes focused with this thick fog on the road when the view on my left arouses me the most.

Cold air con turned on as her hair starts to sway love the smell of her scent and that lotion she puts on her body for me most days.

she whispers in my ear Do me naughty do me sticky want it rough and hard so come on baby bring it on me.

Begins to push my hand down right between her thighs while I’m flipping my hand between the manual stick and watching her do her thing.

Now I know your all I want,
Now I know your all I need,
Now I know your all I got,
Cause baby your my shorty,

She sits on my lap and pulls her skirt up thongs to the side zips me down and gets it up before inserting it into that tight honey cup.

Hearts our beating sweat is dripping I pull her hair to the right side Slipping on the gears driving down a 60 lane we almost clocked 100.

We’re grinding down the highway foots full on the gas windows start to heat up like were in are sauna as we both in the moment I slip focus for a moment.

Hit a Lorry full on as she slips through my arms she smashes through the window bits of glass spit across my face.

As I sink into that hole of regrets of no coming back my heart left with her that night.

Now I know your all I had
Now I know your all I grieve
Now I know your all I loved
Cause baby you were my shorty,

The day of the funeral was the day of all eyes on me that shot through me hateful eyes that penatrated me.

No tears rolled down my face that day was dried up from having a broken heart my skin tones brown but my shadow was white.

They all blamed me cause I was the one driving I was the one who took that risk and lost control of the steering wheel a big price to pay and a life of sin.

Looking back now I was an ultimate fool cause even tho I held you in my arms where you should of been safe was all my fault and the guilt still eats me alive till this day.

As I write the memories we shared and the good times we had time fly’s that was 5 years ago the last time I held your hand.

Dreams are recurring that wakes me up in shakes you was always my chick from the very first moment I laid eyes on you and saw your gorgeous face.

Now I know your all I want
Now I know your all I need,
Now I know your all I had,
Cause baby you were my shorty,

If there were a time machine and the rules stated it takes 20 years of my life I’d take the jump without hesitation.

Just to spend another night with you Because life in my eyes without Your shorty is a life not living at all.

I should of pulled over on the highway and never put our life’s in danger you was the life of me you were the love of my life you was the air I breathed you was the soul of me.

Now it’s time to let you go I’ll see you in the next life shorty so save a seat for me will heaven have a place for me will the almighty let me in.

By any chance your looking down on me keep me up right out of the guilt hole and standing tall and I hope one day were meet again and your forgive me.
Now I know your all I had,
Now I know your all I loved,
Now I know your all I was,
Cause baby you were my shorty,

This Is Why I Love You

You got the strength of a weight of a planet,

Even with all that pressure you still get on to do your daily tasks,

You’ve had endless tears that could extinguish a forest fire,

You got a warming heart that could melt an ice age,

You got the love of a thousand hearts all pumping out that flawless beat,

You make everyone around you feel good about themselves,

The aura which surrounds you is beautiful in many ways,

Thoughtful, Kind, Caring, Loving with a bag of positivity,

Anything you put your mind to you never fail,

If failure was a part of it you would pick it back up till you accomplished it,

 

 

Hidden Shadows

I often sit in the dark because in the dark I shut off the light,

I feel at peace with the shadows that move around,

Not knowing I know there where a bouts,

Often chills that over cross me they find comfort in me they always did,

I try to stare up in the distance mark my words when my eyes see what other’s can’t,

Mind blocked images of decades of memories which often occur,

On a daily basis to close to be of coincidences that lay by me,

Not shied away open and welcoming from the roads we walked,

Tears I cried saddened most days of my life,

Stand tall shift off the weight because negatively comes with waves of hate,

Especially when it’s emotional inflicted in one it self,

Even with all that I’m a wall solid with chambers of steel,

No title needed.

My eyes bounce off her beauty like a feather drifts in mid-air,

I looked towards her lips as one gazes towards her perky breasts,

Excuse me! She mumbles in a quite innocent tone,

She speaks only for a short few moments,

A warmth heat arose from her mouth tongue full of juice
delightful no dealt,

I can smell the menthol cigarette on her tongue as my nostrils start to flare,

My heart starts to race as each marathon starts to pump,

Of nervous of fear of disappointing myself from revealing my answer,

My confidence leaks out of me like a broken fountain with sprinkles,

I wipe my mouth and swallow throat is dry like wood chip first cut,

She smiles as each cheekbone rises higher than the other,

A set of white gleaming teeth like snow crystals appear,

I’ve been meaning to tell you,

When oceans passed as sunset set deeply in its place,

My feelings grow strong stronger each week,

We know this cannot happen so lets both enjoy each others company,

If only for one day if only for one night,

I picked up her soft hands and kissed them,

Smiled pulled her close to me we hugged until the candle burnt out,

Burnt out from the stick never from our hearts,

Some things are best just left in the dark,

 

 

It sits

I stare deeply into the core of your eyes,
There is a sunset not many get to view,
which couldn’t get any more beautiful.
For whom sits on a cloud in the sky,
Most days the sun shines so brightly,
Often tears drop and push the clouds,
to the side, not too far away in range,
I’m so proud of your determination,
even when all odds are against you,
As the storm came it didn’t take you,
When the storm left you rose up high,

Almost losing her

As we laid I held her and felt
her warmth slip through my fingers,

Watched her pink soft cheeks absorb turn to an uncoloured being,

The worst feeling is knowing you can’t do anything
to bring your loved one back to me to us,

She continued passing out, trying her hardest to not let go,
I couldn’t let go I wouldn’t let go,

She wasn’t the person who laid in front of me, Not one ounce of emotion was set on her face nor one tear rolled down her face,

As she just looked straight through me, This broke me as I crumbled inside,

The outside of my figure stood up tall as the heaviness weighed me down more,

After having a life-saving operation due to internal bleeding and losing 3ltrs of blood,

She was a fighter and that’s what saved her as well as the prayers we pleaded and begged for,

[]Thank you to the one who watches over us, and answered our calls in the time we needed you most[]